Hebrew 12

All correction is painful at the moment rather than pleasant; later it brings the fruit of peace that is, holiness to those who have been trained by it. - Hebrew 12

2010 is the year of correction for me. I am so affirmed by this verse today. Ang galing talaga ng wisdom ng Panginoon. I agree that the first 6 months of these year is so painful. I cried my heart out parang every day of my life that time I was getting off some spears in me. Ung tipong napapaiyak ako kay God ranting out tama na po dugong dugo na ako Lord. And before I knew it august na pala and iba na ang takbo ng panahon ngayon I'm kinda getting at peace now. I can't describe the feeling pero ung tipong akala ko naubos lang ung luha ako pero it's just like napapangiti na lang ako kasi naiintindihan ko na bakit kelangan ko pagdaanan lahat ng masakit na un. It was a struggle to be at peace nun mga nakaraang buwan pero di pala kelangan ipilit kusa pala un dumadating. It was a phase… The Lord has spoken today…

I thank the Lord for letting me follow him. I value every correction He had done in me. I pray that I'll be trained more because I know I'm called to be holy. Nag iiba na pananaw ko sa meaning ng correction. It's not bad after all :) Galing din ni God eh I never come across of this verse when I'm in the phase ng pain kung na encounter ko man di ko maalalang tumatak. Galing din ng timing na ngayon siya bumaon sa puso ko I guess He saying a lot today for me and I think it's an indication I'm entering the peace phase already:) Salamat Lord :)

Better than system restore...

Naalala ko lang... 2006 i was asked to write an essay why i want to be a missionary... Naisipan kong hanapin ung kopya ko nun... Eureka I found it!!! (share it to you nalang at the last part of my blog)

Reading it again made me feel... eto un e... eto ako... para akong puzzle na nagulo nabubuo muli... i was reminded un teaching sa community about forgetting the covenant with the Lord... Na minsan nalunod ka na pala sa agos ng panahon at di namalayan na tangay ka na pala sa dagat ng pagkalimot...

Buti nalang magaling ang Panginoon... Magaling pa siya sa nag imbento ng system restore ng computer... Magaling ang Panginoon ko magpaalala... Magaling ang Panginoon ko mangulit... Magaling ang panginoon ko tumanggap muli... I guess the Lord wants me to remember this as I allow Him to restore me...

So blessed I can't contain it

So much you've got to give it away

Your love is all for me to live now

You are more than enough for me

Truly God blessed my life so much. As I reflect on my past, I am so grateful on how God transformed my life to the woman He want me to be. Before, I never imagined that I would find this great joy just by being in love with Him. He conquered me. Day by day as I walk my life with Christ I strongly believe that He embraces my life and guides me so much. I live my life with great joy and I feel so special to my Father’s eyes.

Being so blessed is not enough for me to say that My God is so great. I can’t contain the joy that I’m experiencing right now. With this, I want to share the great life I’m having with other people especially to the youth. God made a big difference in my life, and right now I want to respond to the call of being God’s instrument in making difference to the life of other people. I want to be a witness and testify of God’s greatness. I want to be a storyteller of Christ. I want to be His instrument in spreading His word to every place that God wants us to go.

He’s more than enough for me. And right now, I just want to stand up and accept His calling. With all of this, all I want to do is to give my all to Him, to serve and love Him to the fullest.

Follow you

Whoever wants to serve me must follow me.

Last night I had a wonderful dream, I was in a CLS tapos may talk. My Lord reminds me how to be His follower through my dream. God reminded me of two words: Christian and Kristyano. I realized it summarized my existence here in the world. As Christian, I should have Christ always because without CHRIST - I Am Nothing. I am lost without the Lord. As Kristyano, like what Fr. Gustillo told us:

Read as: KRISTO YAN

He reminds me Christ lives in me, Christ is in me. I should take care of my life if I love the Lord. My life should manifest the greatness of the Lord and not of the world. I am bless to be Jesus' follower. I thank you Lord for the reading today.

Life's Equation

Sabi ng college blockmate ko pag tawa ka daw ng tawa ngayon, malamang bukas iiyak ka naman ng sobra. Pag masyado na kaming masaya hihirit yun "ayan iiyak na naman tayo bukas at mananahimik nalang ang lahat". At para nga naman kami pinaglalaruan ng panahon,today ang saya saya ng scores namin sa trigo bukas luluha naman kami sa physics. She was implying na: 'Wag masyadong masaya dahil babawi yan bukas. Pero sa palagay ko, "Ang lame naman nun di naman siguro ganun un" Pero minsan napapa-isip nga ako baka ganun nga siguro… Gash!!! Nabiktima ako ng pilosopiyang iyon…

Naalala ko noong mga nakaraang taon na maraming pagkakataon nun na ang sarap ng tawa ko, ang saya saya ko at di ata maubos ang kulet sa katawan na parang wala nang bukas pero tanong ko bakit ngayon nalulungkot ako? Bumabawi nga ba ang panahon?

At kung isusulat ko sa isang equation ang statement na to marahil ganito ba ang ibig sabihin nito?

Happiness = Sadness

Therefore?!

Or

Ganito nga ba to???

I realized di naman sadista ang Diyos ko. He wanted me happy at un lang ang pangarap nya para sa akin. The Lord wants me to cherish every moment I smiled and laugh out loud. Para 'to sa mga panahon na malulungkot ako para may babalikan ako na sadyang magpapangiti sa akin. Para kung ano mang sugat na malalim ay di na magiging ganun kasakit kung baga pang antidote. Ung happy moments and even ung hindi, bigay ni God lahat un. Sa di mga magagandang nangyari… sabihin nalang din natin part pa rin un ng buhay… I guess nangyari un para maunawaan ko pa ang halaga ng buhay.

Pwedeng ganito siguro ung equation ng statement na un:

The things I'm trying to do right will cancel out my mistakes from the past as long as I make it right with the Lord.

So therefore I conclude my equation can be stated like this:

Happiness + Sadness = Fullness of Life